Sunday, May 13, 2012

Next to Normal


We went to a really good play today at Artist Repitory Theatre in Portland. It was suuuper good. I wish i could see it again. Also went with the family to Heidis Wedding Reception. But back to the play. When i was there i got really sad that i'll never be able to do lighting seriously. And i chose this so i think it is still for the best. I can;t have the lifestyle that i want that way. And I don't want to have to analyze everything ever in theatre to do it. I really like the experience that i had in high school with it and I don't want anything to dilute that...

I do think that it is important for me to do something that provides an emotional outlet. Which is why i think that English is good. I wish i could write mostly. I think i would love that. I just have trouble articulating my thoughts into something that could be worthy of being published. But that's also a bad job for life depending. I don't write much now because i just don't have time. I feel so busy all the time i feel like i never get to do anything. I need summer to get here...

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