New Room + Stuff

Wal-Mart

Today i got a new bike at Wal-mart. Its purple and good. Dad wanted me to get a one speed but i like the gears better. One speeds just look really heavy. But its cool. I like it. I almost got a girls bike instead of a Woman's bike. Which is a two inch difference but i didn't. But yeah its purple and i like it. Works good. I had Chinese food which i hadn't had in a while. SO that was nice too. But then i thought that i left my purse at Wal-mart after we left. So that sucked because then when i went back to find it i couldn't anywhere and i was doing the fast walk to go to everyone that could have it. In the midst of freaking out i remembered that i had left it in MY car because i didn't need anything out of it for the rest of the day. So yeah. But Dad also got me a microwave so that now i can make stuff again. And i got an extension cord, so i can plug things in now. But it was a pretty stressful time for a while there.

Last night i went to the play at the high school. Midsummer nights dream. It was good. I enjoyed it. I was hesitant about whether i would like it after being in college because i think that from what I've seen it really changes your perspective on how good or bad things are. And yes it wasn't college theater but it's not supposed to be because it was put on by a high school. I think that it is important to see them as two different entities. College is more precise but in my opinion sometimes to a fault. I think they have different strengths and both serve a different purpose. But the play was good. I would have done some things different but any play I see I would say that. I liked the concept. I liked the make-up. I liked the play. I found it enjoyable.

Barnett asked me to come talk to tech theater about what I've learned or whatever. I don't really know how well that will work. I almost want him to ask me to assist with Godspell this January just because I'm going to be bored out of my mind at home... Not that i can't find stuff to do. But it will be different. I look forward to the break though.

I liked talking to Josh and Cassidy this weekend a lot. They are really good friends. And they are real. I like that. I think it would be really fun to go to college with them. I think it would be fun times. But I really liked talking to them. It was comfortable and familiar. And that's what I've been needing. And it was better because i didn't have to pretend that things weren't different than from when i was in High school with them. Because it was but i didn't feel the need to miss being there. Things were still cool even though i left. Which i like.

I know it's early...

But i think that though the single is what i want that it might not fix everything like i thought it might... I really like it. For sure. But it's not going to solve all that i thought it would. More and more right now i;m feeling that this isn't the ideal fit of a college that i always wanted. I like the theatre... But i still don't know if it is all worth it.

Moving is a pain. I got it done. And now i don't want to for a long time... I do still feel lonely. And even when I'm with people i feel lonely. But i don't know if really there is anything that i could do to change it. I'll be happier in the single, but I'm still lonely... :-/

I'll put up pictures of my room once it looks better. But i dunno when that will be. I'm having power issues, getting everything to a spot where it can be plugged in. Yeah.

New room - Stuff

New room! I have a closet that is very low and hard to see anything in but i still like it. I need to put a lamp in it though. But i really like it a lot. Its much bigger and more space. Sami helped me move. All my crap is in there mostly except for my tv, fridge, fish tank, purple trunk. The heavy stuff basically. But i am SOOO excited to be moving. SO EXCITED. I already met girls on my floor and they are nice and it just 5 of us on the 3rd floor. So that's nice. The room is big and awesome. It's also quieter. Which is nice.

Right now i;m in Larsell with Sami and her hall watching Bones. Season premier! So good! Love this show!

Tomorrow i'll have to move the heavy stuff. And meet with the RA's of my old dorm and new. Gotta go over room stuff. Thats kinda sucky to figure out. But its all good.. Mostly it will be how to get heavy stuff upstairs... :-/

SINGLE ROOM HERE I COME!!!!

YES! They have a single and it will be MINE.

Sadest Criminal Minds Quote Ever.

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship, can we create the illusion for a moment that we're not alone."

Orson Welles

A Thousand Thanks

We are almost at a thousand page views which is kinda cool, by the average view count we'll be there today. Keep your eye out and whoever is number 1,000 you get a prize. Not really. But i might give you a high five. (Poor college kid). But thanks for your continued support of me being here and listening to me. It's nice to know that some people care all the time.

The deadline for the first draft of the paper I've been stressing over she moved. So yeah. I'm relieved but from hearing other people in the class they haven't started. Hopefully though she's moving it back like a couple weeks but i dunno...

Last night i had a dream that i got a text in like some Asian language. Weird... But Halloween was fun. I liked getting out. It was good. And being able to laugh was nice. Still no word about the single room situation... So i emailed the guy and asked if there has been any progress.

I have to write another french composition. And ugh. I am so bad at understanding tenses. I need like a whole class for just that. Like not class period but an entire 4 credit class that would teach me just that. Because i do not get it. And it's been explained to me a billion times... Yeah. But that's the stressful part. I have a test in there on Thursday that includes listening so I'm screwed on that part. I really think I'm going to be done with it after this semester. I just don;t like it very much anymore. Its not the same environment...

Also Criminal Minds premiers tonight which will be good. I don;t know what time though. But that class sucked again today like always...

If anyone wants to go to my band concert it is next Tuesday the 8th in Ice Auditorium in Melrose Hall. I think it's free? It starts at 7:30. But you might wanna come around 7:10ish or so to get a seat. I sit in the middle 2nd row so good luck seeing me but yeah.