It's Difficult

It’s difficult.

When I’m over here.                                                                                               

And you’re over there.

Because all I want is to do is to work my way closer to you. 

But I’m stuck over here.

Just me.

Thinking of you.

Sending you my love.

       Missing my heart.

                                Because it is with you.

Post.

I've been trying not to get homesick, because I feel like once I do then I will be miserable. But I feel like I have been here for so long already but I know it hasn't even been a month.

The stupid WOU lady is mad at me for not using the DIVE technique in my blog each week for the school. WTF does that even mean? DIVE technique--describe, investigate, verify, and explain. Okay... But like what does that actually mean she wants me to do? And honestly her stupid blog is literally the last thing on my mind. I have to put a sticky note on my computer just to remember that I need to do it. And I really care 0.0000000% about it.

I really haven't been impressed with Western or CIS in this whole process. I feel like everything would have been a lot smoother if I had gone straight through IAU like everyone else did.

I'm jealous that everyone elses boyfriends and parents and stuff are coming to see them. And while I know it makes more sense for the money my parents would spend to go to me, I still wish sometimes that I would get to see them more. Cassidy is coming which I am really excited about but that isn't for three months. Its hard to not be able to be in contact all the time. I don't like not being able to be a text away because even though theoretically I am it matters if i have internet or whether it is 3am at home.
I miss how easy life is at home. Where I only have to answer for myself and I understand the culture and rules. It isn't the same here which i guess is why I came. And i'm having a good time I just wish that I would have more connection. I wish i was living on my own maybe where i could put things where i want and take a shower wen i want and not feel like I am an invader in someone elses home.

The Happiest Place on Earth

 I haven't posted in a while mostly because I have been really busy this summer. So far I have worked for OPAS doing lights again, got my brother married off, and went to Disneyland. I have been spending a lot of time with Thad when he isn't off at work in Chicago, Dallas, Seattle, etc. His last job before I leave is this weekend and then we will have a few weeks before I'm off. He goes to conferences for Intel and tells people to sign up for raffles or takes pictures or something. His job sort of changes each time but in general he goes to events like ComicCon or PAX or stuff like that. His last one was boring though because he had to sit around in a movie theater all weekend. But at least he gets paid!

 

YMCAA

My group of friends went to Disneyland last week. It was really nice that Megan had family down there that let us stay with them. They also had a pool! I invited Thad and was super glad that he was able to come. There are a lot of stories that I could put here but I will just hit some highlights:

• Riding Star Tours 4 times was really fun because Thad was so excited to go on it every time. The only downside was once everyone was screaming and we didn’t like that as much :-) Also Thad always wanted to be the Rebel Spy but he never was... :-(
• Thad bought us cheesecake from the Cheesecake Factory! I had never had it before but it was deeeeeeelicious!
• Yolo is a county in California! 
  
• World of Color added a Brave section! And it was awesome! I also bought Glow with the Show Ears. They were really fun and I liked them. I wish the batteries hadn’t died for the second night but oh well!
  
• I'll let Thad's Facebook status tell this one: So today in a magical place, a magical thing happened. At the Blue Bayou, which is the restaurant inside of the Pirates of the Caribbean ride, I had my first official date with Kacy. Like I'm talking one on one talking and nice sit down dinner type of date. Once we got in the restaurant the lady had given us the wrong menus. She gave us the lunch ones instead of the dinner. Which when we order made our waiter confused. In short after lots of apologizing, the chef delivered our food, and made it on the house. We also got these cool ice cubes that light up and change colors. All in all, best first date ever, best time at Disney Land, and best girlfriend. — feeling special. (It was pretty fun and awesome :-) A good memory to have!)
  
• Ice cream on Main Street was one of my favorite parts of the trip!!! I loved it!
• Fantasmic was a great show and a lot better than I remembered it being!
• Thad bought me a new tiara :-) Which I love and everyone called me Princess all day! And i had my pick and got the last one of the kind!
  
  
• Another Thad story... Well while eating dinner Tabasco sauce was shot in my eye. Fun fact of the day it hurts...a lot. After I stood up and manly took the pain Kacy preceded to push me down to make sure I was really hurt. 
•  Which I didn't realize he couldn't see the stairs so it really wasn't my fault!!! Chelsea shot it on accident and it was overall a funny event. I thought it was just soup and he was being dramatic, Eli thought he had swallowed my soda (he almost accidentally had 2 minutes ago), and everyone thought he was being dramatic until we realized what had happened and I proceeded to pour water in his eyes. But he is taller than me! So I had to put him on the stairs behind us so that I could pour the water down into his eye and have it actually go in. It was funny and wasn't hurt too bad but we went to First Aid on Main Street and they gave us eye cleaner stuff and then we called dad and he said to get Johnson and Johnson baby shampoo. So we did that and it worked great! No pain no gain right!?

  

  YMCAA

  
  

• I found a building with my NAME ON IT!!! Spelled correctly and everything!
  
• We loved having a day in between our Disney days to hang out by the pool! We had lots of fun diving off of the diving board (I learned how to do a flip!) and Megan's Aunt Francine even put bubbles in the Jacuzzi so there were suds everywhere!
  
• A guy with his family waiting in line turned around and did magic tricks for us! He made a hole go through Thad's hand!
  
• A lot of us Disneybounded which is where you wear casual clothes to make you look like Disney characters! Thad and I did Aladdin and Jasmine one day, Eli, Spencer, and I did the Aristocats another day, and I did Agnes from Despicable Me another day! Roz and Chelsea also did Mike and Sully from Monster Inc accompanied by Eli as Squishy from Monsters University, and Megan did mouse ears hair and a bow! Roz also did Snow white, Lion King, Ariel, and Buzz Light-year! It was fun and a lot of the cast members could tell who we were! I also did Aurora from Sleeping Beauty on the way down and Disneybounded while I was Disneybound. 
  
• The Aladdin show in California Adventure is great for resting tired feet and still being entertained! 
  

Overall it was a fun trip! I don't think I would want to drive it again and I think I may be Disneyed out until I have kids... At least at Disneyland. But it was a great trip! Now I have to ready for a much longer and farther away trip...

Urban Flipper

From the fete de lumieres!

L'Amour a Tous Les Droits

This is a song that we listened to the other day in french class. I liked the video and thought it was cute. The main line is "L'amour a tous les droits et nous tous les devoirs" it means "Love has all the rights and we have all the duties". I like that idea. :-) Yep!

Serez-vous ma copine?

Oui!

So Thad and I are a couple now. We had been talking about it for a while. It's been hard for me because of France and there were a couple ways that we could go about it. But I wanted us to be official. I've known him for a long time. We were in the same grade and we have always stayed friend even though he goes to Fox and I go to WOU. That picture is from Winterball my Sophomore year.But i am happy. We are decided to go on Pause while I go abroad at least until I figure out what my situation is like over there. But I am happy. I think he is too. He wanted to wait and ask me in person but we've known for a few days.

:-)

Also that's how he asked me. In french. He knows me so well!

Copy Cats

I just stumbled upon this and thought it was SUPER cute!