I Kinda Hate My Art Teacher/ Everything Else

All he does is waste my time, make me spend a crap ton of money on stuff i will never use, ruin things i am working on by illustrating things for me ON my project, and then tells me i have to do it again. And uses my paint brushes wrong so that they get all messed up. Talk in a language that i don;t unsertand or care about.

I mean i can't just have an idea of what i want to do but he has to make me mess it all up so that it is not even close to what i wanted and now i don't like it very much. Plus now i dont have a head start on it because i had to make the whole thing crappily on other paper which took me over 2 hours. SO actually doing it nice? I dont even want to know. AT LEAST all day tomorrow. If i go straight through and never stop. And it is a lot of paint... IBASbagbsighspg h.

But maybe i just am crank because I had a really hard week this week. And now i dont get to relax because i have so much homework. And that sucks. Because i want to relax. Oh and i have 2 lit papers due not tuesday but next tuesday which both have to be super good. And a french paper. I'll just tell you my list of stuf for this weekend.

1- 1 1/2 days-    Painting
1 1/2 hrs.           Reading Lit
5-6 hrs.             Lit paper 1
5-6hrs               Lit paper 2
2 hrs                 French paper
1-1/2 hrs           French vocab test flashcards/study
20 min               Math
1 hr                   French vocab week 5


That's a lot of crap! Not to mention i have to play at  pep game this weekend which will take up like 6-7 hours. Plus i am supposed to go to a halloween party that i don't even want to go to anymore except that i have a costume. And i am going to my uncles for halloween so i dont even know how i will do that nights homework. Maybe i will bring it with. But just like UGH. Also i have to do my Study Abroad stuff. I started but i have to look at course outlines and such to see what courses will match up. And meet with financial aid. And turn in forms to do electronic signatures. Yeah. I just need a break. And my room is a mess and it is driving me crazy. And now i am going to stop feeling sorry for myself and go do more of that stuff. Ad eventually sleep.

Cool thing is that my passport got here today so i am clear to flee the country! ... Maybe i will. No i won't but i wish. Though i told my french professor that I had for 200 last year that I am going to go abroad and she kinda freaked out. She told me that i don't have to drink wine maybe so that's good. Wine is gross.... But who know. When in Rome. Or you know... France. It's a custom. Tonight during homework i watched Alice in Wonderland and Aristocats. Both good. During my french midterm today i had to do a film review and i did it on Aristocats because it is a story that i know pretty well. But i think i did not super well on it. More like c+ b- range? I dunno i never feel confident with my french anymore. Oh next week we meet with advisors for classes for next term. Mine will probably look like this:

18 credits again but the PE class should be really easy everyone says. so really it should be like 16. I can;t take band though because of my British lit class. So that kinda sucks... But there are enough flutes now that i won't be missed. And I still will do the pep band stuff. So that is good. the 8 am looks crappy but i need that class so such is. Lots of breaks and a lot less time compared to my schedule now.

Oh if you didn't know my costume is Alice in Wonderland. I probably should have said that earlier. Oh well. I a tired and rambling i should go do work or sleep so i can get up tomorrow and work. Yeah later.