MOH Engage!

So I am the Maid of Honor for the wedding!!! Pretty exciting/ nerve wracking. Lots to do on top of school. But I think i'll manage. Today i went and got a big binder and supplies to make the ultimate wedding book. I also bought a bunch of magazines so that we could get some good ideas and have them put somewhere orderly. I think Megan is a little delusional about what all really has to be done... But that's okay.

I'm worried about planning the Bridal Shower and Bachelorette. I'm not 21 so that limits things.... Maybe more of a spa weekend thing? I dunno but i feel like i need to lock in a date for the Bridal shower that is good... That was people from out of town can figure out if they want to go and when it is to plan it... :-/ Scary.Yeah it kinda feels like suddenly y life is like 5000 times crazier. Like here i am minding my own busisness. Taking 18 credits. Then BAM help plan wedding. BAM plan 2 parties. BAM after that go to France. BAM. It just seems like a lot of crazy.

It's times like this that i wish i had someone who wasn't connected to all this to talk to about it. Like a guy person... But then i think no because that would just be added stress on top of all this... And i don't really need that. I know my life isn;t as crazy as Megans. But at least she got to work her way into the crazy. I feel like it's just like here you go have fun with all these shenanigans.

I feel tired just thinking about the next year of my life... Siggghhhhh.....

Engage!

Spegan got engaged this weekend! I was so excited. I had known for like a month but couldn't be excited about it because it hadn't happened yet. And they aren't planning it for Oct-December of next year so I am cleared to go to France!!! I am so excited it is surreal. :-)

Feels also on the flip side kinda weird that now my family is all paired up and i'm just kinda here... Though i am in no rush or anything so I guess it is good. Just kinda weird but then again it's bee this way for a year so oh well.

Unbreakable Chain

I lost my unbreakable chain that i got from Fred Meyers and it makes me really sad. I have a replacement on on but it is not the same/ i think it will start to turn colors because it isn't real white gold like my last one. But it feels so bizarre not wearing one because i have been for the past 5 years and so now i have to fake it... :-( This is why i never take it off!

Boo massage lady for making me take it off. But mostly boo me for forgetting to do it that morning.

My current issue....

I can post it because no one really even knows i have this blog. I'll probably delete it after a few days for safety.

Quote for the Past Year

 

"I hope you live a life you are proud of. If you find you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

- F. Scott Fitzgerald

 

An Early Christmas List

 For anyone doing early shopping this year. It's a list of things that I would enjoy having but don't want to splurge on.

• Medium sized sharp knives
• Nice bike seat
• Pedometer
• Le Petit Nicolas books in French
• World of Color anything.
• Basic silver studded earrings
• French related anything.
• Victorias Secret Lotion
• Make-up Brushes

Art 1 Lines

This is my picture from my Art class. Its about lines and value and movement. Ideally you are supposed to look at the left then the thing like it to the center right.