Yesterday i went to my one class and then slept for four hours afterwards. So then i went to Jared and Thads one acts. I was kinda like damn going by myself... But it worked out fine. Once i found it... I sat with the Thurstons and Barnetts. Mrs. Barnett likes me. She always talks to me when she sees me which is cool/ always throws me off because I didn't actually know who the heck she was until they were engaged. And even then i didn't know for like a long time. But she's nice. But i sat by Joe. Which worked out. All three one acts were good. And afterwards the Barnetts was talking to me about transferring. They think that if i hate it now is it really going to change? I think they are right. Its just the wrong fit. Not what i thought and not what i wanted. Yes there are opportunities there. But in the scope of things... Not worth it... Which is disappointing. But yeah i talked with them. And i talked with Thad and Jared for a bit but then they had other stuff to do so i left. It was sorta... lonely then. Like they had moved on... Which they have and should because that's life. But i was really jealous. Because i haven't because i can't. They actually like their college and are proud of it. And i... Am not. At all... So i was upset driving home. And i got there and went up to my room and was still sad. So i found out wht spencer was up to and went there. So now i'm here.
And i had fun and wasn't anti social last night. Which was good. I'm glad i came here because i was really upset. And it helped. But i like it here. Much more.
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