Thursday, December 22, 2011

I'm going to...

I decided that i'm going to...

WOU!!!!!

Officially.

I had decided it before because i figured that i couldn't afford to go to Fox because they wouldn't give me enough money.  I decided this before i got my financial aid and stuff. I was okay with either school. I signed up for classes for WOU and everything, and then i got my financial aid... It would have been cheaper for me to go to Fox. Which then screwed me up because then i was freaking that i hadn't made the right decision. So. Then i had to relook at things. But i decided that i need to go someplace that's comfortable. I;m tired of having to live up to all these expectations of what i should be based on the stuff i did in high school. I wanna go somewhere where i don't have to pretend or try too hard to be more outgoing and different. Because that's just not who i am. I'm not very outgoing. And yeah while i should work on that i shouldn't throw myself into something that makes me miserable. Not to say i would have been at Fox. But i just want something easy right now. I don't want to keep pushing past what i can do. 

I also am not sure that I wanted to go someplace that forces me to read the bible and go to mass. It just doesn;t feel right. I'd rather do it because i want to not because i'm forced to. So yeah.

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