So i've been staying at Spencer's which has been fun. Lots of watching video games and stuff. Eli's little brother and sister came over yesterday so we played with them and entertained them until 2am... They're 10 and 12 so i dunno how they were up so late. But it was fun. I helped Megan make mac and cheese with bacon which is surprisingly good but we had to make 3 boxes. Yesterday when we were grocery shopping i started feeling really dizzy. I dunno if it was my claustrophobia of all the people in the store because there was a lot of people there or if it was being dehydrated. I hate always getting dehydrated in the winter. It SUCKS. But i just went and sat in the car and later i felt better. I actually slept on my air mattress last night which was much better than the couch. Now i'm not as sore.
I'm honestly not very excited for the new year. I mean i know that it's supposed to be about starting over and making decisions to change parts of your life and al this stuff. But what is so different between this set of 365 days than the last set? I guess the Olympics. But i mean it's really all the same... I guess i'm just not very pumped up about it because i don't really have anything to celebrate about the new year. Its just a different date that i'll have to remember. But i'll still be going to college. And i'll still be the same person. And i'm not planning on trying to start over with who i am because let's face it the last time was a complete disaster. So i guess.... I'm just not ll that excited is all. I will probably have fun celebrating it. But other than that? Eh.
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