I Came Home

Yesterday i decided to come home. I needed out and i needed a break. So i came home. I went and saw Freshner after their school got out. It was good to talk to her and see her. I guess i miss that aspect of life that i don't really have anymore. but i liked that it didn't feel weird doing it. Then i went to go see if Mlle. Pearman was there but she wasn't so i went to Barnetts. He gave me a hug. He really does give the best hugs ever. He was really cool. I miss seeing him too. But i'm going to judge for State Improv Fest this weekend so that will be good. Keep me busy and let me come home. Then i went home to hang out with my parents. We watched a movie on the ne 55" screen TV. It was pretty cool. We get HD this weekend. Not that i can really see the difference... I know everyone can and it's such a difference but i just don't see it. Even when you switch between the same channel on HD and non-HD. But whatever. Then i went over to see Kim. That was really nice. It gave me a better perspective an now i feel like i can get through this.

I gave her back Jordan's sweatshirt. It didn't feel as bad as i thought it would... I was nervous to walk in though. But i think i kinda surprised them. I have everything he gave me in a bag in the car. I'm trying to decide if i want to leave it here... At first i thought that it'd be best to just get everything out that reminded me. That to just erase it would be easiest. But i'm not sure that's what I want. I don;t want to shove everything away. I think i'll take the blanket he made me back to school. If i need it gone i can shove it under my bed. But i don't want to erase it. I think everything else i'll leave here. Yeah... Sorry that was a long thinking through my keyboard.

After i was at Kims, i went and saw the band. I got to be part of Visual Staff for the night and climb up on the scaffolding. That was really cool. I'm glad that the bands doing okay. They need some work but they got time. A bunch of them got together and yelled at me that i was beautiful. :-) Nice to know that i still have friends and people who care even though i'm not there. Got to see and talk to lots of people who miss me and who i miss. It was good. I am really glad that i came home. I'm gonna head back tonight. I would have this morning but i just needed a little more time.