I don't even know....

I don't know why i'm here. I feel so depressed lately... I don't want t go to classes, i don't want to write papers. I don't even want to get up. I don't want to see anyone. And i went to George Fox yesterday and saw Thad and Jared and they seem so happy to be at college and i'm not. I don't feel comfortable here. I feel like i'm wasting so much money on something so stupid. Why did i choose this stupid school? It's not even good. I feel like i wasted all my money on this school and now i'm getting stuck here. I don't want to do band. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to take french. I just don't know why i'm here. I don't fit in here with these people. I can't spend this much money all the time. I don't want to be here. I don't. I don't want to stay here.