We finished the spanish apartments movie in french. It was good i thought. I liked not having to think too much. I hve been working on my four year plan for Linfield because i have to. And currently because i want to take Writing 121 and Math so that i can transfer. I really think that i might.... I feel bad because i sorta have good theatre stuff going for me here but i just don't like it here. I think that i sucked myself into going here because i was the valedictorian and i needed to be the one who was going to go places in life so i had to go to the fancy school and get away from everyone and anything. But i really don;t think that this is the place for me. And after looking at the difference between a BA and a BFA i think that if i want to continue in theatre that i want to do it in a BFA program. After filling out the four year plan i just am filled with dread for what i have to do. And i don't think that's what it's supposed to feel like when you're trying to start dong what you will for the rest of your life. I mean i know that a lot of college is doing stuff that you don't want to do. But i feel like i should like some of it should be something i want to do... I dunno. I'm not closing the door on it but i am planning so that i have the option... Which i want to take...
Where do you want to transfer? I would say go for it. It probably isn't the right place for you if you feel that way.
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